Grateful despite of

Have you encountered that you really need that thing so badly but no matter how hard you try of getting it, you never have it? For me, I’ve always experience it when that particular thing is not meant for me. I may cry and roll over myself on the ground but if it’s not really for me, then, be it. I know it hurts a lot but the only thing I do is to accept it and be thankful for that particular experience that I have. I know I deserve more than the particular thing that I want to have and God is watching over me. I know He will provide those things that bring best things for me and my family.