When I was younger, I really love going into punk. But it’s not the girlish punks for I’m not girly type. I want a punk style that looks like a guy. Haha! Just so funny acting like a guy and wearing clothes as if I’m really a guy. Much more with walking like a guy and sitting as if I’m really one of the punk males. Well, just an ambition that can’t be push through. It’s just one wishful thinking. Hehe! I’ll just give my baby the chance to become really a male and hope he won’t the reverse of me. Waaaaa!

I’m late again with all of my filler things. I said, I will not do it again but here I am trying to fill everything in. Huh! What a life! I just don’t know how to divide things and time. But well, the most important things must be done first before these filler thingy. Ya, know! Monach! Hehehe! Hope I can make up all of these things here and in my other houses.

This is so funny! I’m just writing anything today for my fillers, like just anything about everything that will come in my mind. Hehehe! Hope this is readable or whatever! And the things that I’ve finished today are just very few for I’m just doing the filling things. But after this post, I’ll try to fill-in everything first so that I’ll not be burden with writing just anything about something (or about nothing?). hehehehe!

My baby has lots of used things here. From clothes, toys, and all the things that he used when he was a small baby. And I just put it inside a plastic and put it in the room. I don’t know if I will send it way back home or give it to the some charity center here. If we are just there living in my place, there are lots of people who will love to have these things. But since we’re very far, so it’s so hard to share things for them since shipping will cost a lot. Sigh!

Well, I do love designing. In fact it’s one of my frustrations. But well, maybe it’s not a profession for me. Hehehe! And I have to appreciate the things that I accomplished or else I’ll be living frustrated for the rest of my life. Right now, when thinking about my frustration(s), I can see that there’s thing that’s not really meant for me. No matter how I tried to have it but since it’s not intended for me, that’s the reason why I wasn’t able to have it. And well, I’m thankful with it. Also, I’m most thankful with the things that I have now as well as the people that’s with me.

Wow I need to make more things and after this I’m all done with this filler thingy again. It’s so hard to have some pending works. It’s like a burden on the shoulder that’s so hard to carry. And it’s bothering me a lot. So here I am trying to make up all the things that I missed. Hope not to have this kind of things again. Which I mean, I can put fillers before putting other things so that there will be no more pending filler thingy. With my other site, I don’t have some pending like this. It’s just here. Hehehe!

My hubby is complaining with the inkjet refill we bought from one of the stores here in town. He said, the quality is not good. Well, there’s nothing can compare when it comes to the original inkjet cartridges though it will cost a bit higher compared to the refills. But since it will print, it’s like this is better compared to nothing. So for now, hubby needs to live with this. Hehehe! For if he will throw this inkjet refill, seems it’s like throwing money in the trash which is not good.